2011!!!

HI! So yes I apologize for not updating, but lots have been happening. So on Friday December 17th, Helen and I went to the city and met up with KHASH and KHALI again. We went christmas shopping for each other and spent 4 hours together. KHALI and I were kind of dating at that moment, so we split up with Helen and KHASH to go shopping for them. At the end of the day, Helen and I had to go home for dinner, then to The Jump off. We said out goodbyes and headed home for a KFC dinner ^^

The Jump off was the first music event I went to, and i found it quite entertaining. Helen and I attempted a few times to squeeze ourselves into the moshpit and dance with everyone. They played good techno/dance music, but hardly any that i knew. Overall, the night was enjoyable and Helen and I escaped the loud music by 10:30pm.

So skipping a few days of boredomness, and fast forwarding to Monday 20th December. That day, I stayed over at Alister's. Yea no more explanation there. We are now officially dating, which Im quite happy to say :D and on New years eve, Helen Ashley and I stayed a bit at Alisters for a little celebration. That's the story so far, so I shall update if more drama happens ^^

xx

still continuation of 2010 drama

So today is Thursday, and I slept over at Helen's...kind of...not really...well I didn't sleep.........so yea. What really happened was..yesterday, Wednesday, Helen and I sneaked out of her house(with great difficulty) and escaped to her boyfriend's house;aka KHASH. KHALI was also there, staying over at KHASH's house, so Helen and I chilled with them till 10am; which was today/this morning... Basically, Helen and KHASH spent the hours together in KHASH's room, and KHALI and I had to take the guest room. Not a wink of sleep....we stayed up and talked for hours on end, then Helen and I caught a cab and went home.

Tomorrow, we're expecting a morning full of shopping for Christmas with KH- ASH and ALI, along with The Jump Off at 6. I shall update again tomorrow night^^ catch xx

Continuation of 2010 drama

So as I was saying before, ms awesome and I started casually dating, with no pressure. Since casual dating is hardly counted as a relationship, it was obviously not enough for me, therefore I'm still looking for candidates ;)

Now it is 2010 December holidays :) :) :) *note the hint of happiness in that* Recently I have been hanging and doing some catch up with a childhood friend Helen, which Im sure I've mentioned in my previous posts. There's quite a bit of distance between where we live, therefore we did not often visit each other, until just recently. Motivation somehow kicked into my life for once, and we have been hanging out ever since. 5 days in a row, continuously sleeping over at each others house...yea overdoing it a bit. I have no complaints whatsoever, as I am a social outcast/loner/friendless emo here in Bentleigh. Throughout the 5 days, I've met ( i shall call them ) the K Homies(kewhomies). Helen is included in this group, along with her boyfriend KHASH(Khomie Ashley) and many of his friends. Here is a list of those who I've met:

1. KHCHA(Khomie Charley)- awesome guy with cool blonde, curly hair,,,and a cute nose.
2. KHDAN(Khomie Daniel)- guy with brown hair and square jaw, big build,,,nice guy.
3. KHNAT(Khomie Nathan)- big headed guy with brown hair,,,cute like Amanda Bynes.
4. KHHOW(Khomie Howard)- extremely quiet guy, but kept cool with his ciggy.
5. KHSWEET(Khomie Fergus*Sweetland*)- funny guy with a cool last name.
6. KHILI(Khomie Ilias) amazing aryan with awesome hair.
7. KHALIS(Khomie Alister) guy who can cook good food, great jawline.

Im sure there are more KH's out there, but these are the cool ones I met.

Well, I owe Helen a big thanks for introducing more human beings into my lonely life, so now Im facebook friends with them all, which is a plus for my "now not-so-lonely-life".  ^^
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Ok now Im hungry again,,,,doesn't help when i have a can of sprite sitting in front of me, but no food :(

I shall write more in the next post on the upcoming event: Thursday to Saturday sleepover at Helen's, Friday's music concert "The Jump Off" and the unplanned KH group members hangout :) xxoo

year 12

OMG OMG OMG OMG! there's a reason why i said 4 omg's.

First reason would be OMG i got 46 or above for my Chinese 3/4, still not sure since it gets marked up by 10-15 marks and my original score was 36. Personally, I'm quite happy with 36, but I'd be happier with higher ^^

Second reason would be OMG i got shit marks for my Studio arts 3/4 because i was TOTALLY not ready this year. 24 as my original mark is preeeeetty shit. Oh well, Im redoing it next year, and i will make sure to get WAYYY better than 24.

The third reason would be OMG going to my first music concert this friday with Helen annnnddd sleeping over at her house again :) obviously im quite excited for this :) :) :)

Finally the fourth OMG is from excitement and tiredness after 3 hours of gym workout for my first time everrr.
Excited because I will eventually: Lose weight + tone up + get fit= FUCKING SEXY AWESOME BODY

Tired because today at gym, I: cycled for 1 hour + ran on the treadmill for 1 hour + swam like never before for 30 min= EXTREME EXHAUSTION

Well yea that's my update for today :) xx

GOSH I MUST BE BORED

Wellllll, looks like im back again haha. I really have nothing to do at the moment, so I've decided to come back and talk about random stuff. Actually since there's not much to say, Ill show instead. I have an interest in art, especially with designing, anime, knife carvings ect.. so here are some ^^

Paintings/drawings:

 

carvings:

man now im hungry >.<

COFFEEEEEEE

ok it hasnt been long since i wrote my last post, but thats ok because im extremely bored. you could probably also tell that ive been slacking on writing, e.g not putting capital "I"'s and apostrophes anymore because i cant be fucked.  Well the point of this blog...really has no point, just something to keep my hands busy because i drank iced coffee this morning while chilling with a friend, and put in 1 bag of sugar. Obviously caffeine really works on me and its been a whole day, yet im still on a high. This probably hints the fact that i dont drink coffee often.....

BLAARRRRRRGGHHHH

yea coffee makes me do random things too...GAAAHHHHHHHHH..*ahem* so basically i want to rant now...Oh yea.. i want to say: HOW FUCKING MUCH I LOVE FOOD! yea thats all...

Like ive said before, i enjoy writing long blogs so im going to continue typing crap.. ^^

This is especially for Helen, which i know you're reading this :P

Shabankar, Shabunkhar, Shabhankur, Shubunkhar, Shoobunka, Shubhunker, Shabhanka, Shubunkha, Shoebunker....

well the right spelling should be Shubhankar

I LOVE YOU HELEN less than 3

2010 drama

Ok, basically this blog is for me to either: rant/ complain/ explain or state and write to myself about my own problems/memories/experiences...^^ Merely created out of boredom and lack of social life, since facebook doesn't count.

*mind that I write long blogs*

INTRODUCING.......*drumroll*....... You're average teen asian..........................not ;)

Well I'm usually known by the name Viv, or Vivi, or Vivi-chan, or even Jinglez sometimes.......but Viv will do. I'm *currently* 16 years old, attending school at McKinnon S.C.

Hmmm what to write now......Well I'll talk about myself :) I wouldn't call myself average/normal asian, I refer myself as an asian rebel or a *white* asian(sometimes I leave the asian bit out of that >.<) . I love breaking rules, sneaking out at night, and I'm exceptionally good at not listening to my parents :) I'm quite narcissistic, therefore I love myself very much. I also think that I have Sinophobia, which is fear of the Chinese culture...I don't know why, but I hate asians(mostly chicks and some guys) who hang in groups, but I do make exceptions for some who I think are special/unique.
Moving on........

In my ever so exciting life, music takes up a big portion of it. developed an interest in metal music, and as expected, not many of my friends favour that genre...I began listening to this when I met my best friend; I will call her ms awesome, in year 9( she's another story and shall be written in another blog). I also enjoy arts, music and most creative activities. A few points to why I should not be called asian: I HATE maths; not good at it either, I definitely do not want to be a doctor when I grow up, I'm more superior than asians, I have an awesome personality instead of being the sheep in the crowd, which is what I think most asians do.....go with the flow. That's all I can think up of right now :)

Well now that I've kind of introduced myself, I shall write about my memories in year 11 2010 ^^

This year has been......pretty fucking weird, with a lot of drama. At the beginning of 2010, I was hoping to have a more relaxing year after the more dramatic year in 2009, I guess that didn't go as planned. This year was probably considered as my *teenage drama* year. From February to March/April, I went out with my ex again. I'll call him 'mr x'. Mr x and I first started dating in year 7 and was my first boyfriend. We had been on and off throughout the years and got back together again this year. We were seen as the perfect couple, until shit hit the fan. I will admit that I've made mistakes in my life, which I don't always regret, but I've made pretty damn stupid ones this year. Usually I tell myself that Im being human by making them, but for once Im going to admit I regret the ones made in 2010. As I was saying before, mr x and I were deeply in love, until I made a stupid mistake. For rethinking our love, I was mistaken to have dumped him to chase after another guy, which was not the case, just bad timing(I will not explain further). Mr x stopped talking to me. A while after the breakup, I met a nice guy who I genuinely liked, I shall call him mr a. Mr a and I met through friends, and we developed feelings for each other, therefore he asked me out. This didn't last long due to stupid rumours and misunderstandings, so he broke up with me a week later. After this breakup, mr x began talking to me again. We eventually got back together, and this was when drama began. Personal problems were involved and our relationship became complicated, with many arguments in between. I found myself hoping we'd be happy in the future, instead of being happy in the present. Situations became worse and in the end, mr x broke up with me after a fight. We are not talking.

After the 'mr x' crisis, I found myself unable to remain in relationships. I had dated 3 guys after the breakup and none lasted more than 2 weeks. I found myself continuously attempting to get over mr x, but kept comparing my relationship with the current boyfriend to what me and mr x had. I realised that I could no longer maintain relationships with guys, therefore forced myself to turn gay. Thinking that girls treasured feelings more, I attempted to casually date ms awesome, who was the one that turned me bisexual throughout year 9. This merely was not enough, and I found myself still attracted to guys. T_T So that plan failed, now I am just coping with life as best as I possibly can. ^^